My dream to study at the conservatory and become a full-time musician changed. I found out that I didn't want to make music 24/7.
It felt weird to give this dream up, it felt like I was failing. My love for music vanished. I stopped playing for 1,5 years and barely listened to music, it was too painful.
I used to play and sing to express myself, to let go of any negative thoughts I was dealing with.
I want to go back, back to the essence of why I make music in the first place.
This website is my experiment. I'm forcing myself to make music for at least 10 minutes every day and this website I sharing bits and pieces with you.
You might think, why is forcing necessary?
Because it's the starting part that's hard for me. After that I tend to let go and just play.